Wednesday, July 8, 2009

hahaha

hahaha?

yep.. nice tittle huh? hrmm..

i was laughing coz i saw my blog last edited was last january.. 7th january to be exact... n now.. its still 7.. JULY!!! 7 month..? wat? i dun have story to tell? =)

nah..

im jz too bx to update my blog. hrmm.. life has been great..

so many drama goin on lately.. haha.. funny hows things can be so twisted and full of mystery.. sigh..

school?

wow.. we skip class more often.. we make ourself looks bz but reality check.. WE'RE not really.. haha...

ANTONIA VERA IHAN FOX


haha.. yeah.. u.. apuh.. class macam playground dah.. kaki buli dah.. semua org dah tepengaruh.. ganas semua dak nya.. hahaha... hrmm.. dat dude? get over him laa.. he's not worth a penny.. duhh... mls mok tulis gyk pasal smelly guy gyk eh.. hihi..

ya laa... tc n gbu yea..

dats ol for now..

buhbye..

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

akai dai, tusah nuan wai..

...."finally you update!! i missed you lah......."..
wow..! all these while i've been searching for sumone dat really care bout me.. i try so hard finding and in the end that i realize dat no one is better than ur friend.. and boy friend too.. nt jz boyfriend.. and God for sure.

christine dior aka dior junior..!
thanks yah..!

i kinda lost myself lately.. i think i've wasted lotsa tymes miggling around and doin ntg.. spend spend spend.. money, time... sigh... for doin things laa.. but most of them are useless.. i dunno how many tymes i realize dat i do ntg but still my lazy butt dunwanna change.. hmph.. last year was not a great year for me though sum of my memories last year was ok..

flash back..
january, i join KAYA 16.. crisis with ma dad.. thank God for HIS power dat HE restore da love between me n my dad and we're ok now.. it was a horrible time since im joining KAYA 16 without my dad's permission.. i was crying till my eyes swollen and no more tears cumin out my precious eyes..

then after kaya.. i met this guy named C@#$#.. he come to me as a nice boy with lotsa probs.. and i decided to wanna help him.. tanpa i noe dat he 'menyalahertikan' aka misunderstood.. he tot i help him bcoz im his gf.. wtf..! he told everyone dat im his gf bt im NNNNOT..! so, i tryna keep myself away from him and he say i am snowbish.. slut.. bitch or watever.. adoh doh... baik salah, jahat pn salah.. i end up dunno wat to do until i ask sumbody what shud i do.. so, i juz ignore him laa.. i feel bad sumtymes but i like him u c.. but juz friend.. loves..?? no way man..

then result spm cumin out... again... i disapoint many ppl especially my parents.. at my old place, i used to haf nickname.. "Amanda A's gal".. coz.. in everything i do.. i'll do my best and i owez get da best.. and i must tell dat spm.. its juz 30 percent of my effort. not meningikan diri bt dats true.. sumtymes i wonder.. where is dat little gal dat go to rural school by boat everyday for 6 damn years and the apple of everybody's eye...??? i've change...!!!! for Worst...!!!!

then matrix..!!!
after thousands of money my parents spend on me.. i end up quitting..! wat a shame amanda..
wish i can write more bt i really feel down ryte nw.. to b continue...

useless, meaningless....

GB me...