im back....!!
wow. wer have i been. matt keep askin when i'll update my blog. hrmm.. i have so much to say but i jz cant describe it with words. im gonna start with my experience during dz lent seasons. few years back, either its lent or easther or christmas or whatever the season is, no difference for me. but this year, i kinda feel like dat im 1 step ahead. i began to understand the whole concepts n yes i believe in it.
but, somehow i feel like im close to GOD, i tend to ran away. i keep makin mistakes over n over again n it does makes me feel bad but i just cant help it. trials after trials come n i jz cant bear with it anymore. whyyyyyyy....?? the more i want to repent, the closer i am to sins.
what is this about...?
hrmm.. 2 weeks left for this season. i hope tmr willl be a better day for me. i really want to live my life as a faithful servant of God though i aint holy. hmph...
wow. wer have i been. matt keep askin when i'll update my blog. hrmm.. i have so much to say but i jz cant describe it with words. im gonna start with my experience during dz lent seasons. few years back, either its lent or easther or christmas or whatever the season is, no difference for me. but this year, i kinda feel like dat im 1 step ahead. i began to understand the whole concepts n yes i believe in it.
but, somehow i feel like im close to GOD, i tend to ran away. i keep makin mistakes over n over again n it does makes me feel bad but i just cant help it. trials after trials come n i jz cant bear with it anymore. whyyyyyyy....?? the more i want to repent, the closer i am to sins.
what is this about...?
hrmm.. 2 weeks left for this season. i hope tmr willl be a better day for me. i really want to live my life as a faithful servant of God though i aint holy. hmph...
